So um, i had a friend stay round my house, he's a guy and a year older, he got thrown out so mom said he can sleep on my bedroom floor, then next i know everyone says i slept with him, suddenly threatening me, going mental and having a go.
I got the bus yesterday and they all went beserk shouting at me, throwing insults, when for once i did nothing wrong. Yesterday, wait its 3:40am so not yesterday, monday night i took an overdose, mum came in the ambulance, i turned blue, my heart rate slowed right down, my lips were blue and i was unconsious, i spent all night under close obs wired to a heart monitor. Mum's now pulled me out of school, and i just want to cry, my time is running out. I'm going away in the caravan with my grandparents for a week to get a break and get away for a bit, you guys are my only friends. :'( My life is so out of control, i just don't know how to deal with it. It's 3:50 am and i just want to sleep so so badly. I can't stop worrying about things.
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