It's a new day

So much oppprtunity so much could happen, i'm doing this off my phone, pretty good i think. I'm laying watching some french film and i just cannot take any of it in, i watched a amazing documentary about someone becoming size 00 yes not just 0 DOUBLE 0, nothing seems to make sense to me anymore everything relates to food and i eat a single thing and feel guilty it's like my mind is no longer my own, i just have so many numbers in my head, im so fat and disgusting, i want to purge when i havenot eaten i feel so greedy all the time, im starting skinny bitch soon so wish me luck, gah 2am cannot sleep.