SKINNY BITCH!

Tomorrow i start the skinny bitch diet and boy am i excited, yes i know i'm going on and on and on about it. -
I start early bird swimming tomorrow at like 6am but hey, i will come off best out of this and i will win.

My best friend is smaller than me and keeps going on and on about her weight, and it makes me feel so much bloody worse.
I'm losing contact with people which makes me kinda sad, but nothing tastes as good as thin right?
Tomorrow i'm gonna get up at 6am, have some orange juice, walk to the leisure centre, swim until 8, get back. and blog again :)
Gah, i cannot believe it's monday again, school for me, really helps me function and takes my mind off things. That's a point, forgot mondays challenge better have a peek.
Seeing PW tomorrow, fucking hate her, i'm dreading it.
My other friend bex, her mum had cancer and recently she's been going through a rough patch, and god, my heart goes out to her, she is such an inspiration, both bex and her mom. So brave.


I just want to cry at my fucking disgusting body, i hate it. :'(