God, i'm now on prettythin so much more than facebook, which in itself is an achievement, all these girls, are such inspiration to me. For once in my life it feels like people actually understand me and are going through the exact same thing.
I keep getting so many cravings, but i'm considering the diet cola obsession again, it really does fill me up pretty quick. I have a sleepover tonight, talk about difficult, it's so hard to just act normal infrnt of her, she's such a worrier, i used to pass out at school due to starvation and if she ever know, gah
You guys are all here to support me though which is good, oh i forgot to mention.I've decided to attended RoSA (Raped or sexually abused) for counselling, they are getting me an appointment, hopefully this will help get all the feelings in my head sortetd eh? Fml, it just annoys me sometimes how some people and so beautiful and thin, and they don't even try, they can just eat and eat and eat, i seem to look at food and gain 10 kgs.
Vitamins and Minerals are seeming the way forward, i might try them, in a bid to speed my metabolism up eh? - I think mom knows somethings up, but not quite what, this is all getting so hard.Although on the positive, mum thinks i'm just getting into excercise and i cannot sit still, it just feels wrong, i constantly have to move, if you get me? Anyways, peace out.
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