Sleep

I really could do with some, shame i can't. I just want a hug and someone to hold me and tell me this is a dream and it will all turn out okay, i've lost my friends, they are my everything, but it's for the best. I might seem stubborn but i cannot bear to hurt them.  I feel so low, i just want to end it. - What is the point in life? You're born, you die.  Some people are unbelievably selfish, and i don't want to be one of them.
I'm like a whirlwind, everything i touch i destroy, my stomach aches with hunger, but i like it. - I can control something. I just, hug me, hold me, anyone, please?