I'm on day one of the skinny bitch diet, and so far all good, it's 11am LOL but hopefully i will do it, today will be good, yes yes yes.
Feeling hungry makes me feel absolutely terrific. I still have to do my challenge today. I ordered a unity bracelet and cannot wait until i get it.
I really want to get down to my goal weight. I keep thinking everything is so out of control in my life, i just want control of something. - My best friend is "worried" about me, i feel really bad, i don't want to hurt the people around me anymore, but they need to understand that i'm doing this for me.
I'm a bit scared that if i become thin and guys don't want me, what do i have to hide behind? I self harmed today, i was just so disappointed for what i ate yesterday, i need to ensure drink enough water, i'm going now.
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