Hmm

I haven't posted on here in a while, so much has happened.
Major binge, i just hate myself. Tomorrow i start a liquid only diet, i cannot wait. I'm absolutely knackered. I'm considering starting a video diary, but i don't knw what will happen. I really would like a hug right now. I'm such an absolute failure, it is unreal, i look at myself, and i feel physically sick. This bother at school won't just blow away. -_-. My best friend alice, is making life miserable for me, i want to cut all ties.
Meds review tomorrow, bit nervous.
I just like to lay and imagine things, where nobody had bodys and everything would be purely spiritual, we could only be judged on what really made us, what came from within. 
I went to the xmas lights switch on, it was kinda shit but i guess that's what makes it rugby.
Eeeee, roll on tomorrow, i'm off, sorry this was short.