Dear me.

This is for my reference, so feel free not to read it.
Letter ONE 18/17/11
Dear emily, you hate emily, but i don't care.
You are a fat bitch. Yes, you are.
And things won't change if you keep on eating.
You feel horrible after, want to die, BE STRONG.
You upset people.
Nobody likes you because you're fat.
If you were thin people would love you ems.
Abi sabs wouldn't have bullied you. You wouldn't have been a freak at school.
People wouldn't want to rape you. You would be safe.
You would be liked? That's what you want right?
You want people to stare because of how gorgeous your legs are, not people thinking that you are way too fat for your  outfit.
How embarrassing is it shopping, going to the FATBITCH clothes? YOU WANT THAT EMS?
Instead go on the ex bike for 20 minutes then if you still want to, talk to your ed friends.
You used to be so pretty, look what you have become A FAT FUCKING COW EMILY. FAT.
You need to stop eating. STOP IT!
Alice only likes you as she's lonely, lose weight and people might like you for who you are!
Make tomorrow count.