God where do i start, the fucking whores started on me on the bus. How do i explain after there?!
I took an overdose, went to hospital, turned blue, heart nearly stopped wires to ecg all night. Sums it up pretty much. - I just feel like i can't take it anymore. I'm keeping up my dieting though my lovelies, i'm going away with my nan and grandad for a week, hopefully get away from rugby, give me a break and time to clear my head. I've been pulled out of school. Maybe it's for the best. I don't know the point in living, there is none. I just want to escape, someone to take my hand and tell me it will all be okay. Or someone to pull me over to the other side, to take me away, away from this pain, so i remain sane, help is on hand so take me, take me tonight, i give up on this, i've lost my fight. Please. :'(
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