been a while,

I went to my psyciatrist today, i wrote him a letter, explaing how food takes over my life, how i cry, i want to kill myself about 5 times a day minimum, how i just can't cope, he's put me on prozac as a last attempt.
He has referred me to birmingham psyciatric place, to go for a few months, i have 2 weeks to stop feeling this way or i'm in, i'm terrified.